It was boredom that created you, dear blog, and it is boredom that brings me now back to you to write once more on the intricacies of my head.
So, humanity, the question on my mind these days seems to be what's the difference between you and I? Aside from the fact that you can point fingers without open eyes? I'm just curious because it's hard for me to understand how we differ at all?
I mean the reality of it all is that we're all "human", a clever little title that one, and we all have differences and similarities. These differences and similarities however are just characteristics, characteristics are perceptions, perceptions are what shape and mold reality for us individually. If that is so, then we all must approach life by perceiving it, and thus are we not all the same? Do we not all go through life sticking our metaphorical tongues out to taste the air?
But we really don't even have to go that philosophical with it to see that we're all the same, the biggest differences we have are race and gender. I mean racism and sexism are on the decline but they never really go away. The reason for that is the system we live in, which is made to drown us in the shit. You want something you must inevitably take it from someone else, and in order for you to want to do that you need to hate them. So greed becomes hatred, hatred becomes violence, violence becomes oppression, and oppression becomes war - and war my friends is the end of us all.
We're a fucking ouroboros story friends, we're chomping at the end of our own fucking existence. I say this with rage on my tongue but love in my heart, I hate to watch us fall. Watching us crumble into cliques of race and class like foolish children, it sickens me. What's worse however, is the fact that while we crumble into these foolish cliques the people behind the scenes are getting ready to turn us all into slaves - forever. Friends, do you really think that just because you live in the 'land of the free' you're free? None of us are free, not one of us on this god forsaken planet. What enslaves us is reality. The reality we've created with money, possessions, religions, sex, governments, laws, oppression, nations and power. The reality that unless you're powerful you're serving the powerful, the notion that any one man is better than any other man.
Still, I look around and I don't see anyone else getting pissed. As a matter of fact, I see all of you FUCKING SHEEP eating from the very hands that strike you down! You stare through the boob tube all day, all fucking day, you don't think for yourself or do anything you're just spoon fed lies and quite content with it. I swear the way you spineless fucks eat up the shit they're selling you it's just detestable. When did humanity become such a disgrace, when did it all go to shit? When did we stop giving a fuck that the governments who work FOR US are FUCKING US? When did we stop giving a shit that we're killing each other so our governments can build more highways and build more prisons and build more - oh what the fuck does it even matter what they're building anymore it's all for the same purpose: control.
But you know with as mad as I get at you sheep-like people, I just get kinda hopeless too. Where's the responsibility lie, you know? Whose fault is it that we stopped rebelling when shit wasn't quite right? Whose fault is it that we got a little too comfortable and became easy prey to those who seek control? At any rate, the time's comin where you're gonna have to choose between freedom and security, tyranny and liberty. The choice will cost a lot of you your lives, so I'm really hoping you end up making the right choice.
As for me I think I'll die my own man, even if that means I die for what you see as nothing - in my mind I wont have any regrets. I'm sick of regretting things, so I'm just not gonna do that anymore. It's always the same you know, it's just a shame, that's all.
